The Day After Our Friend Died
We slept. We tried to sleep.
The day crawled over us
with the barely perceptible
strumming of insect legs.
The rain slipped into a mist.
Gutters swallowed softly.
The sheets stirred between us.
Phones rang in the distance.
People talked outside and I wondered
what could be worthy of words?
I woke once and held your face,
your half-moon lids licked shut,
your mouth a perfectly quartered fig,
pursed and impossibly bright.
Through a crack in your lips,
a steady hum of breath.
Through the crack in the window,
the sweetest breeze.
Air, the thin linen between worlds,
wrapped itself around our bodies,
a living thing. Tangled together,
we met in the same dream.
We looked for John, called his name.
Your map crumbled into dust,
so I searched for a compass
to find my way through the night.
Kendall Pakula
Kendall Pakula resides in Atlanta, Georgia with her magical creature/cat, Oliver. Her poetry is forthcoming or published in Crosswinds Poetry Journal, Blue Lyra Review, and Burntdistrict.